| Location | Edinburgh |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 25/01/2009 |
| Date of Death | 25/01/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,700 since 09/02/2009 |
| Creator |
OUR LITTLE ANGEL ALEX
our little angel unknown i am, my place as an angel in a secret land, i wasn't meant to live on
earth, just to touch you by the hand, i have been sent to touch Ur lives and i know you'll think
that's cruel, but its only special people that are chosen exceptions to the rules. i know you would
love me from the very start, from the first sightings and beating of my tiny heart, so i know that
it will hurt you to have to say goodbye, but i am your guardian angel now and ill dry the tears from
your eyes, ill be there by your side wherever you now go. i will hear you speak of me often and what
i might have Bean if id grown. ill be the special angel in the picture that you have. ill have your
little features all of you as one, you might not have got to see me as a living breathing thing, but
ill be a ribbon around your heart and my love will be deep within. i promise to be your guardian
angel from now until the end of time, so think of me often & smile for i am your special unknown
gifted child.
BABY ALEX
i gave birth to a beautiful little girl Sunday 25th January at 1.32am 1lbs 6 and a half oz and 32cm
long. so wee so perfect. sadly Thursday 22nd of January it was confirmed at nearly 27weeks pregnant
my little girls heart had stopped. my pregnancy then had to be arrange to go into a normal labour
with tablets the most scariest thing but meeting her was so beautiful i got loads of support got
loads of pictures with her. after bathing her dressing her taking foot and hand prints and spending
18hours with her alone it was time to leave her behind very difficult leaving hospital with out your
baby. we called her ALEX JEAN DENHOLM BARNETT. Alex was after the only man i would call dad but was
my grandad jean was after my second mum my gran and denholm their surname and Barnett partners
surname. sadly my gran past way with cancer when i fell pregnant and my grandad past away just away
just before my 16th birthday.
so tiny so perfect. the most hardest thing to cope with losing what was so badly wanted loved and
needed, we already had her future planed lol. the anger the pain the loss the emptiness you feel is
unreal. what i would do to have her in my arms. mummy and daddy will always love you. your foot
prints have been left on our hearts xxxxxxxxxx
since the autopsy report has came back it turns out the cord was coiled badly (extremely twisted)
which had been a problem from day one but no one picked up on it even though through my hole
pregnancy i was very ill and was at hospital every week getting bloods done. as i also had a liver
problem only in pregnancy.and as my pregnancy developed more it got worse. they don't know if it
will or not happen again in an other pregnancy and a scan want pick up on it. i totally feel if the
payed more attention to pregnant women's and their baby's regular scans and measuring baby's less
babies would die. as only now i will get that treatment like that in future pregnancy as I'm classed
a high risk factor. every women should get that kind of treatment in every pregnancy. xxxxx
our angel
well baby, im pregnant again, i am happy but i feel so sad and excited and scared at the same time. right now i just want to cry i feel so sad. i dont know why.
i love you so much, i wish you where in my arms and i was telling you mummys pregnant again lol. i wish i had yous both here.
i hope everything is ok with your brother or sister, i dont think i could cope with lossing an other baby. i want to tell your brother or sister all about you and what you mean to me.
im scared it might happen again and sad cause i think of you so much and happy im pregnant but wish so much i had yous both.
daddy was upset the other day thinking of what he would be doing with you know.
i think for me im feeling so sad cause im starting to greave for you and now i cant stop crying but i dont want to cry or be upset just incase i loss baby im trying to relax but i cant.
i love you so much, i feel a bit guilty for being pregnant again but i could never never replace you.
you are my first born and my first baby girl and i always always with love you just like daddy to. i hope your happy you now have a baby sister or boy cause you have now a big sister, which doesnt sound right to me cause your my we baby lol.
your in my hart allways love you xxxxxxxxxxx
Your mummy picked a beautiful song for you sweetheart. Perfect and such fitting words :(.
Sleep Tight little one xXx
angel
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born,
But something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I loved you from the start.
Although my body you can’t hold,
It doesn’t mean I’m gone,
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms,
Some day we will embrace.
You’ll hear “that it was meant to be”
God doesn’t make mistakes,
But that won’t soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I’m watching over all you do,
Another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face, and kiss my lips,
And you’ll understand.
Although I never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”
An Angel never dies.
love you little angel
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my baby
i miss you so much Alex. i wish you where still in my tummy, you where due this month. i just could not wait to meet you and wondered often if you where a boy or a girl but i was determined you where a girl and i was right my long wanted we girl. i hate this for this to happen to us. i would have been the mummy to you that you deserved done right by you. it hurts why this has happened but what did you deserve for this to be done. nothing you should be with me. daddy misses you so much. he finds it hard. help him if you can angel. never leave me and never go away to far. visit me often and help me and daddy cope if you can angel. i plan to go and see a spiritual this month dont be scared to come through to me or you granny or grandad. Alex i know granny and grandad will look after you like their own daughter but one day i will do that all with you. i love you more than i ever thought possible. i wish you where here and i was looking down on you i want to be with you now and the only reason I'm not is because i know your future brothers and/or sisters will get my love and my love is to great to not give to a child. i know mummy and daddy have what it takes to be the best loving caring best intentions to wards their children. we are trying again for our 2ND child but no luck. maybe one day. some funny things have been happening i know its you and it makes me happy so dont stop. when mummy cries its happy tears knowing your with me and how beautiful you are. i love you our angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
thinking of you tomorrow on mothers day xxx
Dandelions from Heaven
Mothers day is coming And I wanted to send you a sign
something you can tell others; "Is from an angel of mine
So I searched the heavens high and low for that perfect thing....
And low and behold I found it.... And a smile I hope it will bring.
So when you look to the heavens and see the yellow stars in the sky
Just think of me .... your angel... in the heavens way up high
And just imagine those stars; are dandelions up above.
Yes! Dandelions are also in heaven; which you know how much I love.
So on this mothers day and you awake and feel blue....
You will notice those yellow stars... are no longer in view.
So look to the meadows and the dandelions you see...
Are the ones I've tossed down this mothers day from me.
And when you find a dandelion that has turned from yellow to white;
Youre supposed to make a wish and then blow with all your might.
For you will be blowing kisses to me in heaven above....
And I will be catching them and blowing them back sent with all my love.
Please know that l am with you.... on this mothers day....
And also in the days ahead.... God and I will never stray.
We will be with you in the morning ....when you awake and see the sun....
We will be with you when you say your prayers when the day is done.
For God and I will never be very far from your side....
For I can now be everywhere.... and God will be your guide.
So.... remember when you see dandelions it is your guarantee
That I am always close to you.... for dandelions are free to roam ....now just like me.
I will always be with you mummy....
Happy Mothers Day....
Love your angel in heaven.
Anonymous.
I am going away tomorrow for a week but you are always in my thoughts & in my heart xxx
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Lighting your candle with love and prayers
God bless Alex xxxx
We are connected, my child and I,
by an invisible cord not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord that connected us 'till birth,
this cord can't be seen by anyone on earth.
This cord does its work, right from the start,
it bonds us together, attached at the heart.
I know that its there though no one can see,
the invisible cord, from my child to me.
The strength of this cord, it's hard to describe.
it can't be destroyed, it can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord, man could create,
it withstands the tests, can hold any weight.
And though you are gone, not here with me,
the cord is still there, but no one can see.
It pulls at my heart, I am bruised....I am sore,
but this cord is my lifeline, as never before.
I am thankful that God connected this way,
a mother and a child, death can't take it away!
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we longed for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says that we love you.
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