| Location | Edinburgh |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 25/01/2009 |
| Date of Death | 25/01/2009 |
| Visitors | 3,611 since 09/02/2009 |
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OUR LITTLE ANGEL ALEX
our little angel unknown i am, my place as an angel in a secret land, i wasn't meant to live on earth, just to touch you by the hand, i have been sent to touch Ur lives and i know you'll think that's cruel, but its only special people that are chosen exceptions to the rules. i know you would love me from the very start, from the first sightings and beating of my tiny heart, so i know that it will hurt you to have to say goodbye, but i am your guardian angel now and ill dry the tears from your eyes, ill be there by your side wherever you now go. i will hear you speak of me often and what i might have Bean if id grown. ill be the special angel in the picture that you have. ill have your little features all of you as one, you might not have got to see me as a living breathing thing, but ill be a ribbon around your heart and my love will be deep within. i promise to be your guardian angel from now until the end of time, so think of me often & smile for i am your special unknown gifted child.
BABY ALEX
i gave birth to a beautiful little girl Sunday 25th January at 1.32am 1lbs 6 and a half oz and 32cm long. so wee so perfect. sadly Thursday 22nd of January it was confirmed at nearly 27weeks pregnant my little girls heart had stopped. my pregnancy then had to be arrange to go into a normal labour with tablets the most scariest thing but meeting her was so beautiful i got loads of support got loads of pictures with her. after bathing her dressing her taking foot and hand prints and spending 18hours with her alone it was time to leave her behind very difficult leaving hospital with out your baby. we called her ALEX JEAN DENHOLM BARNETT. Alex was after the only man i would call dad but was my grandad jean was after my second mum my gran and denholm their surname and Barnett partners surname. sadly my gran past way with cancer when i fell pregnant and my grandad past away just away just before my 16th birthday.
so tiny so perfect. the most hardest thing to cope with losing what was so badly wanted loved and needed, we already had her future planed lol. the anger the pain the loss the emptiness you feel is unreal. what i would do to have her in my arms. mummy and daddy will always love you. your foot prints have been left on our hearts xxxxxxxxxx
since the autopsy report has came back it turns out the cord was coiled badly (extremely twisted) which had been a problem from day one but no one picked up on it even though through my hole pregnancy i was very ill and was at hospital every week getting bloods done. as i also had a liver problem only in pregnancy.and as my pregnancy developed more it got worse. they don't know if it will or not happen again in an other pregnancy and a scan want pick up on it. i totally feel if the payed more attention to pregnant women's and their baby's regular scans and measuring baby's less babies would die. as only now i will get that treatment like that in future pregnancy as I'm classed a high risk factor. every women should get that kind of treatment in every pregnancy. xxxxx
I send your family my condolences during your time of grief
May God bless your souls,
You may be wondering why did she have to go
But only God and Heaven knows
When the day comes you'll see her at the crossroads
But until that day
Just know God works in mysterious ways.
❤
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Alex
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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BIG HUGS ALEX
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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♥ ♥ ♥ Angel Day bigs hugs from me to you and your family and friends that you miss you ever day but in our hearts forever take care love you bye for now hugs love from me.♥ ♥ ♥
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God Bless
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sleep tight angel
We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.
This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.
I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.
The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.
And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.
It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.
I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away
God needed an angel in heaven
When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.
Helen Steiner Rice
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
alex can u beleive it auntie laura cant put a balloon in as its saying i dont have enough credits ul be thinking whats new !! u know im thinking about you anyway sweetheart and ul be looking down at me laughing thinking oh my god what are u doing loveeee you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
our angel
well baby, im pregnant again, i am happy but i feel so sad and excited and scared at the same time. right now i just want to cry i feel so sad. i dont know why.
i love you so much, i wish you where in my arms and i was telling you mummys pregnant again lol. i wish i had yous both here.
i hope everything is ok with your brother or sister, i dont think i could cope with lossing an other baby. i want to tell your brother or sister all about you and what you mean to me.
im scared it might happen again and sad cause i think of you so much and happy im pregnant but wish so much i had yous both.
daddy was upset the other day thinking of what he would be doing with you know.
i think for me im feeling so sad cause im starting to greave for you and now i cant stop crying but i dont want to cry or be upset just incase i loss baby im trying to relax but i cant.
i love you so much, i feel a bit guilty for being pregnant again but i could never never replace you.
you are my first born and my first baby girl and i always always with love you just like daddy to. i hope your happy you now have a baby sister or boy cause you have now a big sister, which doesnt sound right to me cause your my we baby lol.
your in my hart allways love you xxxxxxxxxxx
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